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this is gonna purely words. lol so um yeah. i didn't take any pictures! and i think I'm gonna be too lazy to even colour up the fonts. we'll see.




so i went to Temburong again a few days ago, on Christmas morning to be exact. Haha and so I went to church there, didn't really wanna go because I didn't really know anyone nor did I know what to wear. So I just wore this dress that may have been slightly too short and inappropriate (which was why i didn't know what else to wear) but yeah, in the end I was glad I wore that because it was ridiculosly burning hot outside! And what with my little brother being so ...constantly running, I had to keep a watchful eye and chase him around.

Anyway, it was a nice morning I guess. And then there were a few performances. This one particular performance totally had me hooked keke ^^oh god I hope he doesn't ever see this. /sigh/ here goes.

okay, so I saw this guy kind of outside, getting ready for his turn on the stage along with his brothers. He had this quirky outfit. I could only see his back though at first. He was wearing cute white shoes, nice grey pants and a button down shirt with short sleeves and he wore suspenders which kept me looking. Finally it was his turn and when he got on stage, he had this brilliant smile! and round eyes and yeah serious cutie pie haha. He sang an English song (shit I forgot what it's called) while his two brothers were playing the guitar. and I was ...captivated, I guess, by his voice. ^^ like he has this youthful look and asdfhjkkl but his voice was deep and nothing childish.

and aw i wanted to tell him afterwards that I liked his outfit but I was too chicken. he was with his bros the entire time anyway so... yeah. and i was with my bro & sis the whole time too so... yeah.

And then the next night, I went over to an auntie's house for this huge dinner thing and apparently his family was invited too! But by the time I had just arrived, they were about to leave. And i was like kajnvravrvviuhriuh I WANT TO SAY HI TO YOU :(

LOL. so yeah ^^ it wasn't that big of a deal. I am not weird, I swear~ haha! what else happened in Temburong? hmm, oh I just spent lots of time with Nina, that ho :P ah i miss her already. She saw her boyfriend that night at my auntie's house and when we got back to her place she ended most of her sentences with "I miss him so much :("
like she'd be saying "The food was alright, I guess, glad there was chicken ohhh I miss him so much :(" or "Loui, your hair grew! ugh i miss him so much :("

so I'm just like, "the food was good. and oh yeah your... boyfriend." or "yeah it has grown! ^^ and yeah, your... boyfriend."

and I'd be telling her something like "I didn't know he could sing! He wore this cute outfit, it was so refreshing to see someone dress like that!"
And she'd say, "Mmm *nods* I miss my boyfriend...:("

then I say, "....but you just saw him. Why would you miss him?"

"When you get a boyfriend, Loui, you'll know how I feel :( I miss him :("

I'm just like ".....>_> you loser."


oh yeah and last night I had dinner with Nick. It was... well truth be told I wan't nervous until like an hour before it. So I rang Jona for... assurance? comfort? yeah LOL Jona's funny, I was definitely comforted. so I had the dinner and it was really alright. I feel bad cos I didn't finish my food though haha /sigh/ ........uh, if you're reading this, Nick, hi! ^^ *waves*


avaiuhavin cannot wait for 2012, so many things happening! I cannot cannot cannot wait! :D i mean, nothing's happening to me (aside from my A level results that is killing me to wait for omg). It's more of... other external things that I am interested in that will bloom like a fucking beautiful flower in spring time oh my shit the excitementttt. If I had sperms, they'd be tingling right now at the thought of what will come in 2012 WOOH. idk if that was an apt metaphor but keke um ok bye.

Happy New Year! Have a good one with friends, family, loved ones. or alone. Nothing wrong with spending it alone. Sleep through the new year countdown if you'd like, as opposed to staying up drinking and waking up on the very first day of a brand new year with a hangover. :) although there's nothing wrong with that too.
in anycase, I put up a glass of water (lol, may 2012 be a healthier year?) to you... have a good 2012, make mistakes, hold no grudges and bear no regrets! (add on whatever else you'd like to hear to my grand toast) ;)