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so i've had a lot of time to ...think, i suppose you can call it. haha this thought has been haunting me for a long while actually but I shrugged it off because i didn't really have a proper reason to defend it. but now that i've thought about it thoroughly, i've come to the conclusion that it would be pretty amazing to be a boy. :( being a girl has it's perks i guess, but being a boy would be amazing!

1. i can develop some serious muscles however i want. because if girls had this much muscle, you be hearing "girl, you on steroids? you crazy!!" come on, girls looks scary with abs.

2. you get to walk around shirtless. and no one will question you. i sweat, i go shirtless. on the beach, shirtless. at home, shirtless. wash the car, shirtless. and no one will call you a slut.

3. I get to check Yuri and no one will think it's weird. because I'd be a man and it is the most naturl thing to be checking out someone as beautiful as she. moreover, she might actually look at me too like "hell yes boy, i am hot." instead of "omg ew waylt?!"

4. you get to wear a tux, button down shirts, cuff links, man shoes.

srsly girls have the hardest time looking for that perfect dress or perfect outfit, its a hassle! you dont hear men going "oh that bitch, he's wearing a tux like me." And it'll be just good to wear a v-neck shirt and jeans aohvhv appealing.

5. bromance. srsly, i'd have the best of both worlds. (additional reasons i can't disclose)

6. a girl has to know how to cook, we're stereotyped to be that way. society has moulded us into those housemaker figures. but if you were a boy and you can't cook, it's fine~ but if you were a man and CAN cook, you're the coolest shit.

7. i'd be a fanboy. which is cooler than being a fangirl cos well if youre a boy going all crazy on Jonghyun let's say, he'd notice. believe me he would ^^

8. we could do sports without having to worry about smelling bad or getting our boobs injured LOL

9. we can grunt. minho, seungri, taeyang, jay... they grunt. and its hot. when girls grunt (like in tennis games) its just annoying. (okay this is probably personal preference haha.) and i'm not gonna put in vids of grunting men because that be crazy. :P

10. if you like shopping, you're metrosexual and have a flair for fashion. if you don't , its fine. for girls, no shopping means you're boring.

and in relation to my previous post, no man would come at me for i am a man myself.
well one thing i like about being a girl, getting a manicure. and dresses!

and on a side note, my mom's making me go for this thing that i really don't wanna go for. i can't believe she's making me go against my own will. i mean come on, i'm fucking 18. isn't that like kadsviuahsiuva UGH hihvasdabuvv i hate this. i fucking hate this. i don't hate her nor the thing i'm going to, i just cannot fathom why she feels the need to force me into doing something i don't like whereas i was raised to "do what you like" or "go for things you want to do". HELLO. what part of "I DONT WANNA GO" presents a vague hint of me actually wanting to go to that thing?
:(

and my sister is being such a bitch lately. ugh i don't even have the strength to type out a rant for it. At this point, i hate being at home and i would like to go back to dorm life. i miss those times when i have no idea what's going on at home and when i hear news from relatives like "Loui, have you heard so and so cousin did so and so this? What a bitch, right?!"
and I could just shrug and say "No idea, don't know a thing."
i miss those times when I could sleep all day long with no one bothering me at all. I could watch One Piece in peace without my brother making me play Spongebob on my laptop because i don't fucking have Spongebob in my laptop.
and I miss the random conversations I'd have with my friends about... LOL just about stuff. can't do that at home cos i can't talk about those things with my mom; my sister's just... i can't.


*inhale*exhale*
i will just... take this as those.... things-happen-for-a-reason kind of thing.