hi

so there's me and my man of a sister >.>

hello again!
happy lunar new year!

well it wasn't exactly a happy one for me haha.
I went to KB, stayed there for a couple of nights after successfully asking repeatedly for an off day for CNY from my supervisor. He's a nice guy so gave me a whole day off. ^^ Anyway, so I stayed at a hotel in KB and I was supposed to sneak out to see Amanda the first night but I was so tired and the door was quite noisy to shut from outside so no. But the second night I got my sister to close the door for me from the inside and not a sound was heard keke. So I hung out with Amanda and Lorin, and then later we went to get Mike & Jonathan so it was us five hanging around a random part of KB. It was like 1.30 in the morning? So this policemen found us and told us to leave and go home. We left but we didn't go home >.>

Got back up to the hotel at about 3am and went right to sleep. It was probably the best part of my CNY haha. I didn't even intend to see any of my friends tbqh, but yeah! When something happens and you had zero expectations, life looks so good.







Okay, so what else has happened?
Oh, I am so sick of my job already. Going to quit by the end of this month and I am looking forward to it so much. I fell down last night on my shift! I was gonna get this person's order in the kitchen but the floor was wet. I was like "Fuck, if I fell down that'd be bad. be careful where you step, Loui." /snort/ and then I fell. And the chef ran to me and helped me up, he's so nice ^^ he didn't even laugh, he was all "Are you okay? damn that floor for being wet!"
I'm like "It's okay, I'm okay thanks!"

But I have bruises from it lol my ass hurt so much last night, it wasn't even something to laugh at. (Well I laughed a little when I kept clutching my ass. I mean, if people saw what I was doing, they must think I'm... idk, perverted or horny or something haha) But it hurt :(

And I heard results are coming out next week. I am on the edge of breaking down. Srsly, if I just spend a little time thinking about it like I am now... My heart just races. All these "what if" questions come to mind and I have no answer for any of them D: /whimpers/ /rolls on the ground/