February 03, 2010

HELLO WISCONSIN!


i've been bored shits.
few days ago, my mate Jonathan texted me saying he and Lim & Janice were at Yayasan. and i was like Alright I'm So There. and yeah :) that was a good thing that happened.
also, i practice tennis in the late afternoons, it's becoming an on-going routine i love it! :D however, i do tend to get really pissed off at the ball and regard it as a motherfucker. but i know it is my own fault. and i am learning that patience is crucial.
my new interest? justin bieber. hahaha he is the most staie kid but i can't help liking him. :)

he had me when he said "there's gonna be one less lonely girl"

so the O level results aren't out yet and it's taking a toll on me because I cannot wait any longerrrr but i have no choice except to just wait. and then there are rumours that only 15% of the 2009 batch having more than 5 Os. WTF.

on a lighter note, my sister's birthday is coming this wednesday.
no, that wasn't my idea of a "lighter note". it didn't make me happy! RAHHH i hate this.



hahahaha oh god. my "mug shot" / "on high"-IC picture.

yeah i've that much free time now! :D







January 23, 2010

all those green balls!


HI! :D

im well aware that i haven't been blogging. i did try a few times before but i just couldn't do it. and also because nothing special has happened.

last week, i was at temburong for a cousin's wedding.
then few nights ago, i went out with my KB pals to watch a basketball game, Singapore Slingers won woot woot! :D
and then today, i went out with my mom. she went to do her hair which took FOREVER so i waled around the whole of kiulap, surviving on only $3 from 10am - 3pm. that was an adventure, i'd have to say :)




the australian open is on and it's driving me crazy! i am growing very very fond of Rafael Nadal (i love you baby!) he's one of my favourites now. Djokovic...i haven't seen him much, but apparently he is still moving forward on the charts. ( i love you too baby!)
hope to see Djokovic, Nadal, Federer and Roddick in the finals!






x.

December 22, 2009

not an extraordinary thang.

just a few more days to christmas but i just cant seem to get the "christmas spirit" and be jolly.
so far, ive accomplished very little on my to-do list. found a spot to practice tennis (just a wall, really) and lotsa baking (im literally sick of doing it, so much washing to do!). what else ah?
um, my bro's one year old now, yay! (: that little fatty...

i cant bring myself to blog properly now cos theres lotsa things that are keeping me busy. i wish there were more than just 24hours in a day, sometimes.

:) laters!

not an extraordinary thang.

just a few more days to christmas but i just cant seem to get the "christmas spirit" aod be jolly.
so far, ive accomplished very little on my to-do list. found a spot to practice tennis (just a wall, really) and lotsa bakiog (im literally sick of doing it, so much washing to do!). what else ah?
um, my bro's one year old now, yay! (: that little fatty...

i cant bring myself to blog properly now cos theres lotsa things that are keeping me busy. i wish there were more than just 24hours in a day, sometimes.

:) laters!

December 02, 2009

must. explore.


i figured, since it's the holidays, i should have some sort of To-Do List.
and so far, i've come with:

1) find a place to swim
2) find a tennis coach?
3) watch a few good movies
4) go fishing
5) go to the beach and build a gargantuan sandcastle!
6) while an original story
7) go find new clothes
8) bake mum a cake for her birthday :D
9) find more things to do
10) nap less.


so far, i haven't done anything on the list. tomorrow, i'll hunt for a spot to swim and/or a court, and also some DVDs. as for the rest, i'll find a way. im so glad my cousins Nina and Emy are coming next Friday so that should keep me busy for that weekend.

and i seriously need to shop for new things. it's gonna be a new year soon.
need new outfits for christmas and new years :D wow this year went by so fast, it's friggin' December already!













ugh i took random photos of random things today such as eggs, flowers and other inanimate objects. just shows how very bored i get at home. i planned to upload them but i can't for some reason. tomorrow maybe, so i can unleash my mediocre creativity :P
thankfully, my mum has a day off tomorrow. so i will persuade her to take me out.

any suggestions on what i should do for the long holidays?

December 01, 2009

sweets!

What were you doing at 7:00 AM?
sleeping.

who was the last person to talk to you ?
my sister.

If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?
um yeah (:

Is it possible to be single and happy?
yeah of course.

What's worse? Knowing you still love your ex or acting like you hate them?
um, knowing i still love my ex. but i dont, cos i got over them?

Do you know anyone who is addicted to drugs? Are you friends with them?
naah.

Where is the one boy/girl you want to see the most right now?
away away. :(

Who was the last person to call you?
my mum.

Do you want your tongue pierced?
naah O:)

Would you be okay if your boyfriend/girlfriend was friends with an ex?
yea sure, as long as im not being back stabbed.

Would you be mad if your best friend dated the person you liked?
well, yeah.

When did you last cry, and what was the reason?
this morning, watching Kung Fu Panda when Master Oogway died.

What were you up to at 10pm last night?
watching Phantom of the Opera.

Plans for tomorrow?
prolly nothing.

Have you made a mistake in the past week?
yeah i think so.

Will you be in a relationship in 4 months?
i guess only time will tell.

Do you think two people can last forever?
yes, i do.

Would you put last night on repeat and live it forever?
haha nothing special happened last night, so no.

Do you drink tea?
yes.

You're locked in a room with the person that last kissed you, any problems?
i think so.

Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
hope so, really do.

Who are all the texts from in your inbox?
Nina, Megan, Amanda, Mum, Emy, Julian.

If you were given the chance to go to Africa, would you go?
of course!

How's your heart lately?
no complications (:

Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
i guess not.

Are you satisfied with your life as of now?
meh, its alright. cant complain.

Someone knocks on your window at 2am, what do you say?
how did you get there?

Have you ever fallen asleep with the last person you kissed?
nope

Can you honestly say that you're okay right now?
yeah i am honestly okay.

What color shirt were you wearing when you had your last kiss?
i cant remember that!

Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
present and future.

Has someone ever made you a promise and broke it?
well...yeah.

What happened at 12pm today?
i was sleeping.

How many people do you 100% trust?
maybe 3?

Where's your phone right now?
i believe its in my room.

When was the last time you laughed so hard you cried?
this morning, watching Kung Fu Panda.

Honestly, who makes you happy most of the time?
a never fail laughter? there isnt a particular ONE person, but its gotta be the kb pals.

Do you hold grudges?
naah, pointless, i think.

Are you shy at first when it comes to meeting people?
yeah.

Have you ever overheard a conversation you weren't supposed to?
haha yeah.

what does your last text message say?
um, "i'll come with emy next friday so i'll see you then! mwahh."

What does your 58th text say ?
aw i dont know. my phone isnt here now.

Have you ever read an entire book in one day?
yeah!

Are you a jealous person?
um depends. i avoid it as best as i can though.

It's 4 in the morning, your phone rings, what do you do?
pick up, i guess.

Who were your last five received calls from?
i think it was my mum, nina, Auntie Sarah and mum..

Have you ever done something to make someone happy, even if you didn't like it?
yep.

Finish this sentence: The last person I kissed is...
ugh.

Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight?
yeah.

What was the last movie you watched?
Kunf Fu Panda.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yeah.

Have you ever fallen asleep in someone's arms?
yeah.

Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
its entertaining (: but i dont know.

The last person you kissed, how many times have you cried in front of them?
neverrrrrr. i dont like appearing vulnerable. unless im watching a movie.

Do you like when people play with your hair?
um..oookay?

Would you be upset if the last person you kissed died?
hahaha depends on how that person died ae?

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
i guess.

Where were you 2 hours ago?
at home. (:

What's your favorite color?
gosh i dont have a specific favourite.

Would you rather have a smoothie or milkshake?
smoothie maybe. or both.

What is the last thing you did before bed last night?
watched Phantom of the Opera.

Do you like your hair?
no, im tempted to cut it.

Would you take someone back if they cheated on you?
i dont know haha.

Where were you at 1am this morning?
sleeping, in bed.

What do you currently hear?
someone on tv.

Do you think the last person you kissed cares for you?
naah.

Where was your default picture taken?
at my place.

What is the last thing you drank today?
coke.

What are you going to do after this?
watch tv maybe.

What are you most excited for?
another kb trip!

Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
its okayy.

Do you find it hard to trust others?
no, im such a sucker, its gay.

Do you change your mind a lot?
yeah.

Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
well yeah, but not that it belongs to someone.

Is there anybody you wish you could be spending time with right now?
yeahh (:

Do you like hugs?
of course!

Are relationships ever really worth it?
they should be.

Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
i dont know, im not much of a planner. :)

Do you miss your past?
a lot, a lot.

Is your room messy or clean?
semi - clean.

When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
this morning watching Po the panda beat Tai Lung.

Do you have feelings for anyone?
not that im aware of, consciously.

Is it easy to make you smile?
yes.

What was the last thing you put in your mouth?
um coke?

Are you upset about anything?
um, no, not now.

Are you a bad influence?
naaaah O:)

Can you live a day without TV?
i dont think so.

Night out or night in?
with who?

Do you hate anyone?
naah.

Has anyone ever called you perfect before?
yeah but i think it was a lie. i mean, cmon.

What song is stuck in your head?
Single Ladies by beyonce.

Wanna have grandkids by the time your 50?
i wanna see them before i die, is all.

What do you have to do tomorrow?
nothing, really.

Do you think you are artistic?
um, yeah (: kind of.

Have you ever tried hard drugs?
naah im not that wild.

How would you like to die?
after saving someone. wow (:

What’s your opinion on self-mutilation?
against it eh.

Ever had your ass smacked?
yes haha

Sex or love?
love all the way.

What do you think of abortion?
against it.

Are you afraid of the swine flu?
isnt it over?

Are you afraid to be yourself?
umm i dont feel scared?

How many siblings do you have?
3, me included.

Has anyone ever told you you have a nice smile?
mhmmm.

Nice eyes?
yeah.

Are you anti-rasict?
well, yeah.

What kind of hairstyle do you want?
im feeling a bob right now, but meh thats just today.

What are you wearing right now?
large T and shorts.

What do you wear to bed?
above.

What color is your underwear?
blue with polka dots.

What’s your favourite horror movie?
Jeepers Creepers. *shudder*

Are you a smoker?
i do not consume it as a regular habit.

When do you graduate?
already did :D

Describe your most terrifying dream.
oh man, i thought i was at a party in this apartment and then there were these LARGE naked savage beasts-humans chasing me. and i had no where to run!

What color are your toenails?
pink and green.

Ever broken a bone?
nope.

Got a black eye?
naah.

Nose bleed?
never :/

Ever been so mad you cried?
haha yeah

What’s your favourite quote?
"be the change you wish to see in the world" -Ghandi.

Are you listening to anything right now?
nope.

What are you addicted too?
nothing, as far as im concerned.

Would you ever fight a famous boxer?
yeah!

Can you even fist fight?
well...no.

Are you in good physical condition?
i think im as healthy as a horse.

Ever been mauled by a wild animal?
no that would be crazy.

Honestly, who was the last person to tell you that they love you?
Nina. (:

What do you spend most of your money on?
um its all random items, really.

Have you ever dyed your hair?
never.

Are you an emotional person?
um, well i dont know.

What's something that can always make you feel better?
a good talk.

Did your parents spoil you as a child?
nope.

Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
oh no.

Are you a cuddler?
sure, why not.

The last song you heard?
A little too not over you - David Archuletta

Have you ever dated someone longer than a year?
naah.

What makes you mad about most girls?
i never thought about it.

Are you listening to music?
not now.

Did anyone see your last kiss?
i hope not.

How many people have you had strong romantic feelings for this year?
pfft iunno? i've felt stuff recently, but STRONG romantic feelings? idk.

Anything in the past month made you really mad?
hmm if i did, i got over it.

Are your nails painted?
yeap.

Would you say you're an understanding person?
i like to think so.

Where is your cell phone?
away wah.

Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?
i dont think so.

Have you ever had a girl best friend?
yeah!

Do you hate being alone?
yesssss.

Who was the last person to comfort you as you cried?
i believe it was megan?

Camping with a ton of friends or hotel with a few friends?
both eh.

Where is your dad?
sleeping.

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
my sister.

Would you ever live with anyone on your top friends?
YES.

Don't tell me lies, so is the last person who texted you attractive?
Nina? shes plenty attractive, i think.

Has anyone ever sang to you?
yeah, it was alright.

Ever physically fought with a member of the opposite sex?
i tried to.

Do you have memories that you want to forget?
who doesnt?

How long does it take you in the morning to fix your hair?
on a day when im going out? maybe 15 minutes.

Do you ever feel curious about how people see you?
sometimes.

Have you ever broken a couple up?
um, being the cause of the break up? not that i know of.

What age would you like to die?
not too soon. when im an old lady (:

Would you let your kids smoke weed?
no. no way.

Are you an angry person?
naah (:

Do you laugh a lot, but don’t really mean it?
haha no.

Do you miss anyone?
YES. yes.

Who is someone you wish you could fix things with?
mah cant be bothered to think so hard.

Do you smile a lot?
well yeah.

Do you feel like anything is missing? If so, what do you want?
yeah i think so. i want ... long hair now.







i knowwwww. long ass survey :P

run a marathon.


i cannot wait to find the DVDs for



1. Jennifer's Body


2. Alice in Wonderland




3. Ninja Assassin

Rain just looks amazinggggg.
Megan said it "rocked the shits" and i believe every word. oh man, roar.


if there's one thing i hate, its typing error or "typo". it sucks, i hate it to the core.

:) wow another day.
If i get bored enough, i'll bake cupcakes. otherwise, it'll just be TV, nap, TV, eat, TV.



\( ' o ' )/


Happy Birthday, Hazman!
with all due respect,
he's the one guy who has what it takes to be a girl's gay best friend. But is straight, and has a girlfriend. (: haha!


laterrr.

November 29, 2009

the bass keeps running


awww :')


so yeah, last night was the long awaited dinner. it was a rather hectic day yesterday. i would've blogged about it last night if i had the time. anyhoo, yesterday morning i went out with me mom & her sister. I went to the mall to meet up with megan, fred and joyce for a while. They watched Christmas Carol and Ninja Assassin. i am jealous cos Rain looks sizzling hot in the trailer, except for his hair...

and then went to the saloon but forgot to bring the nail polish so no manicure >:( collected the cake at 5.30 got home and my sister still hasn't printed my speech cards! so i did that while my mom & sis were getting ready and dolled up.

so i showered, got dressed and ready but they kept telling me to hurry. i was so pissed. but okay, we left the house at 6.30pm. we planned to leave at 5.30 haha setaie. the event starts at 7. we made it on time and i got ready the name cards to be put on the table but my nephews were really disturbing, going "ohhh where did you buy this? whose birthday is it? why aren't you answering meeeeee?" and i snapped, i said "EH CAN YOU SHUT UP." they're like >:[

but yes, it all went smoothly after that. (: i would've taken pictures but i was too busy. the dinner ended at 11. then we went to the airport to pick up my dad. slept late and woke up early.
today my uncle came and gave me these things to do that needs to be done by monday. i hope i can do ittttt.




SO MANY WORDS!

take care.

November 26, 2009

satu tujuh.




the chick on the right is Amanda Ngo.

Happy Birthday, Amanda!
;)
last week was fun. i miss her. hope to see her soon.

beyonce.


"i know that we can be so amazing
and being in your life is gonna change me.
i just haven't met you yet."

today was a long day. i was so looking forward cos my mom said she'd work half day then we could go out. but then she changed her mind and said we'd do it tomorrow. but i don't think we will cos she doesn't sound convincing.

and today i realized the obligations i have. haha i think i repeat myself a lot on the internet. like how i'd mention on my twitter what i feel and/or what i'm doing. and then i say it here again on my blog. its rather silly but i guess that won't stop me from doing it. so yeah :/

and todayyyy! my little bro was being really moody and cried a lot. i really wanted to just shove a sock in his mouth. i hate how he pulls my shirt and laughs like its hilarious. how he makes a mess when he eats and wipes his dirty fingers on me. and then laughs some more.



and if i scold him, he'd cry. most times i forget he's a "fragile being" so i smack him. gently of course. im not abusing the fella. and he cries. and i think i may be a bit mean, but i don't say im sorry or even give an apologetic look at him. i just look away and think "if i give in now, he's gonna treat me like shit again. no way!"

...ooookay i just pondered on that. i sound...riiiight. babysitting is not my thing. >:(

trying to keep it mint.
;)