worthwhile.

i think they're just hot. :)
Alec & Jane from the Volturri clan.
aka Cameron Bright & Dakota Fanning.

what a shitty day i woke up to.
i woke up and my sister has gone to school (she's on holidays now, by the way) and breakfast way disappointing. so i shall prepare something to eat a little later on.

i have absolutely nothing to do today. i wish i lived near a beach so i can go entertain myself & ride my bicycle. or i wish i lived near a ...
aah i wish i lived in kb :O

its like, i always imagined myself finishing form 5 in St Johns with all of them kb kawans. go through the exams with them, study group together, have afternoon extra classes together and have lunch in town... then damn it i moved! haha its crazy how these thoughts sometimes make me angry. i think its a bit unhealthy but yeah whatever. the mind just has conversations with itself. *shrugs*

oh well. can't turn back what's been done. COME WHAT MAY.
oh man, moulin rouge is one awesome movie! if you've watched it and felt somewhat sad at the Satine's death in Christian's arms, then you are normal. :D

"i will love you until my dying days"

another chapter.

i woke up with a headache and it was awful.

whee. today i have three things to do but its not worth mentioning cos its boring. its just more paperwork and thinking. :P i badly wanna go out.
i wanna watch 2012 and new moon.

however,

i graduated!
haha it was surprising that i even passed form 5. :)
thank god that principal lady was there, or else my shortness would be highly obvious & noticeable.



i miss kb already. :((((((

"she's doing it for the moola"

I. AM. TIRED. SHITS.

so yeah, my weekend in kb was pretty fun, as i hoped it would be.
moi nam is still the "hang out" rendezvous haha.

i didn'y have enough sleep which was a bummer cos it made me in a lazy, less - excited mood. but im surprised i could last through the whole weekend! the first night, i slept only 1.5 hours. second night, 4 hours. must be the red bull.

and SJS prom was pretty entertaining :) everyone looked really nice and i had a really good time. Mike and I were "slow dancing", bumping into other couples. haha the other couples were intensely making the romantic mood and all. and mike & i were just like BUMP. "look, another couple behind you!" BUMP. "there fred & megan." BUMP. "oh oh janice is there." BUMP.

yeah that was fun :)

im too lazy to upload the pictures here. i'm doing it as i type now, uploading the pictures onto facebook. so yeah.





okay.

perfect distraction.

wooh!
so um, it's been a nice day for me today.
this evening i spent time with my family, eating pizza and all. did you know on Tuesdays, Pizza Hut has this incredible promotion? anyways, yeah! we joked around and stuff, watching Dead Silence and it isn't one bit scary except for my paranoid sister. and did you know that the dude in Dead Silence is actually Jason Stackhouse in True Blood? i like him better as Jason Sexy Stackhouse.

and I've got plans! :D I'm glad to have something to do this weekend.
I'll attempt to put this neatly so I myself can understand.

18th Nov - Go Temburong
19th - Go back to bandar
20 th - GO KB
21st - SJS prom
22nd - Go back bandar in the morning, Graduation at night.
23rd - Dad leaving for Vietnam.
24 th ril 27th - rehearsals for dinner
28th - Dinner! Dad coming back.

it was a coincident how we wore blue tops that hot day.





twinkle twinkle little shit.

the heat is tremendous.

today was so ... mediocre.
i did nothing the whole morning except trying to make amendments on these things that i have to prepare for this dinner event like seating cards, invitations, programmes and speech cards. i actually like doing all this cos it gives me something to do as i am now liberated from school. :) however, im not getting paid for this. so...yeah.

and i got thinking, if i wanna save the world, like literally. How would i do so?
then i figured i wanna be like him.

Jeff Corwin is awesome! i love his show. :)
poor steve irwin. but hey, theres a new species of snail and they named it "Crikey Steveirwini Snail". :O i want an animal be named after me! well not really. but sure, i wouldn't mind so much.

and and and look!

he's just adorable.
he's the kind i wanna take home and meet my parents.
i mean, can you imagine such a face do anything diabolical? cos i can't. :D


meh, tomorrow is gonna be a long day.
i'm gonna head off to bed now cos i am sleepy shits.

bake bake bake.

little miss bond.

Highlight of my day was :

wooh i just finished watching Djokovic play against Soderling. and i think its needless for me to say that Djokovic won :)) his gilfriend was there as well. one babe she is, damn.

6 - 4
1 - 6
6 - 3



ah he's so good-looking. he's dubbed as one of the best athletes to take a picture of.

okay, the first set was okay, he did incredibly well. then second set, Djokovic LITERALLY let Soderling win. You see the score, 1 - 6 ! And Soderling just got all bangga, please lah.
and then and then, the third and final set, Djokovic beat the shits outta him. (:

he did a little victory prance in the end, awww. (:
and his energy drink was purple!

"The dream is to win Wimbledon. That's the biggest major of them all, the one with the most tradition. You get a special feeling there. If I won, I don't know what I'd do. I'd probably take off all my clothes."
words from the man himself, Novak Djokovic.

and now i can go to sleep with a huge smile on my face.
goo night, Djokovic.
congrats on your victory, and now you're in the semi-finals!
:D :D :D

appealing little shit.

i hope i'm correct to stay home and assume i don't have any exams today.





mmm teddy geiger.

i don't know, since i watched "The Rocker", i just fell for Teddy Geiger. He's so ...oh, his eyes. I'd love to hear him say
"cause i could fall asleep in those eyes like a water bed."
woooohh. i mean, I could fall asleep in HIS eyes.
okay, i should stop.


so my sister is in form 2 but she's got this prom night going on this saturday. their theme is supposedly "traditional" and she doesn't wanna wear any of that traditional stuff so she wants a dress. which was hilarious when she first mentioned it, cos she's a tom-boy. she's not girly. she hates skirts and dresses. she hates lipgloss. she hates hair products.

but ah yes, she's getting girly-er lately.
"can i borrow your shirt?"
"can i borrow your headband?"
"can i use your make-up?"
"can you curl my hair?"

it's kinda cute at first but now it's just annoying. but okay, whatever. her "development" is, i think, a good thing. on the other hand, i wish my brother would just grow up. i wanna take him out when i get a job one day and yeah, just spoil the shit out of him. :D

i've been thinking about the future lately, it's so... far ahead. haha i can't really imagine myself moving forward or being married and have kids. all i see is me in my 20s, with a steady job & a steady boyfriend, in a club (if there ever will be one in Brunei) where they sing the YMCA song by the Village People. I got my own car, go to the movies with my siblings. Treat them to some DQ goodies. Get my mum a pair of shoes and my dad a new pendrive. Have brunch with my friends in KB every now and then.
That's as far as i can imagine.
and i kinda like it. (:

go where the wind takes you, i guess.