the bass keeps running

awww :')


so yeah, last night was the long awaited dinner. it was a rather hectic day yesterday. i would've blogged about it last night if i had the time. anyhoo, yesterday morning i went out with me mom & her sister. I went to the mall to meet up with megan, fred and joyce for a while. They watched Christmas Carol and Ninja Assassin. i am jealous cos Rain looks sizzling hot in the trailer, except for his hair...

and then went to the saloon but forgot to bring the nail polish so no manicure >:( collected the cake at 5.30 got home and my sister still hasn't printed my speech cards! so i did that while my mom & sis were getting ready and dolled up.

so i showered, got dressed and ready but they kept telling me to hurry. i was so pissed. but okay, we left the house at 6.30pm. we planned to leave at 5.30 haha setaie. the event starts at 7. we made it on time and i got ready the name cards to be put on the table but my nephews were really disturbing, going "ohhh where did you buy this? whose birthday is it? why aren't you answering meeeeee?" and i snapped, i said "EH CAN YOU SHUT UP." they're like >:[

but yes, it all went smoothly after that. (: i would've taken pictures but i was too busy. the dinner ended at 11. then we went to the airport to pick up my dad. slept late and woke up early.
today my uncle came and gave me these things to do that needs to be done by monday. i hope i can do ittttt.




SO MANY WORDS!

take care.

satu tujuh.

the chick on the right is Amanda Ngo.

Happy Birthday, Amanda!
;)
last week was fun. i miss her. hope to see her soon.

beyonce.

"i know that we can be so amazing
and being in your life is gonna change me.
i just haven't met you yet."

today was a long day. i was so looking forward cos my mom said she'd work half day then we could go out. but then she changed her mind and said we'd do it tomorrow. but i don't think we will cos she doesn't sound convincing.

and today i realized the obligations i have. haha i think i repeat myself a lot on the internet. like how i'd mention on my twitter what i feel and/or what i'm doing. and then i say it here again on my blog. its rather silly but i guess that won't stop me from doing it. so yeah :/

and todayyyy! my little bro was being really moody and cried a lot. i really wanted to just shove a sock in his mouth. i hate how he pulls my shirt and laughs like its hilarious. how he makes a mess when he eats and wipes his dirty fingers on me. and then laughs some more.



and if i scold him, he'd cry. most times i forget he's a "fragile being" so i smack him. gently of course. im not abusing the fella. and he cries. and i think i may be a bit mean, but i don't say im sorry or even give an apologetic look at him. i just look away and think "if i give in now, he's gonna treat me like shit again. no way!"

...ooookay i just pondered on that. i sound...riiiight. babysitting is not my thing. >:(

trying to keep it mint.
;)

worthwhile.

i think they're just hot. :)
Alec & Jane from the Volturri clan.
aka Cameron Bright & Dakota Fanning.

what a shitty day i woke up to.
i woke up and my sister has gone to school (she's on holidays now, by the way) and breakfast way disappointing. so i shall prepare something to eat a little later on.

i have absolutely nothing to do today. i wish i lived near a beach so i can go entertain myself & ride my bicycle. or i wish i lived near a ...
aah i wish i lived in kb :O

its like, i always imagined myself finishing form 5 in St Johns with all of them kb kawans. go through the exams with them, study group together, have afternoon extra classes together and have lunch in town... then damn it i moved! haha its crazy how these thoughts sometimes make me angry. i think its a bit unhealthy but yeah whatever. the mind just has conversations with itself. *shrugs*

oh well. can't turn back what's been done. COME WHAT MAY.
oh man, moulin rouge is one awesome movie! if you've watched it and felt somewhat sad at the Satine's death in Christian's arms, then you are normal. :D

"i will love you until my dying days"

another chapter.

i woke up with a headache and it was awful.

whee. today i have three things to do but its not worth mentioning cos its boring. its just more paperwork and thinking. :P i badly wanna go out.
i wanna watch 2012 and new moon.

however,

i graduated!
haha it was surprising that i even passed form 5. :)
thank god that principal lady was there, or else my shortness would be highly obvious & noticeable.



i miss kb already. :((((((

"she's doing it for the moola"

I. AM. TIRED. SHITS.

so yeah, my weekend in kb was pretty fun, as i hoped it would be.
moi nam is still the "hang out" rendezvous haha.

i didn'y have enough sleep which was a bummer cos it made me in a lazy, less - excited mood. but im surprised i could last through the whole weekend! the first night, i slept only 1.5 hours. second night, 4 hours. must be the red bull.

and SJS prom was pretty entertaining :) everyone looked really nice and i had a really good time. Mike and I were "slow dancing", bumping into other couples. haha the other couples were intensely making the romantic mood and all. and mike & i were just like BUMP. "look, another couple behind you!" BUMP. "there fred & megan." BUMP. "oh oh janice is there." BUMP.

yeah that was fun :)

im too lazy to upload the pictures here. i'm doing it as i type now, uploading the pictures onto facebook. so yeah.





okay.

perfect distraction.

wooh!
so um, it's been a nice day for me today.
this evening i spent time with my family, eating pizza and all. did you know on Tuesdays, Pizza Hut has this incredible promotion? anyways, yeah! we joked around and stuff, watching Dead Silence and it isn't one bit scary except for my paranoid sister. and did you know that the dude in Dead Silence is actually Jason Stackhouse in True Blood? i like him better as Jason Sexy Stackhouse.

and I've got plans! :D I'm glad to have something to do this weekend.
I'll attempt to put this neatly so I myself can understand.

18th Nov - Go Temburong
19th - Go back to bandar
20 th - GO KB
21st - SJS prom
22nd - Go back bandar in the morning, Graduation at night.
23rd - Dad leaving for Vietnam.
24 th ril 27th - rehearsals for dinner
28th - Dinner! Dad coming back.

it was a coincident how we wore blue tops that hot day.





twinkle twinkle little shit.

the heat is tremendous.

today was so ... mediocre.
i did nothing the whole morning except trying to make amendments on these things that i have to prepare for this dinner event like seating cards, invitations, programmes and speech cards. i actually like doing all this cos it gives me something to do as i am now liberated from school. :) however, im not getting paid for this. so...yeah.

and i got thinking, if i wanna save the world, like literally. How would i do so?
then i figured i wanna be like him.

Jeff Corwin is awesome! i love his show. :)
poor steve irwin. but hey, theres a new species of snail and they named it "Crikey Steveirwini Snail". :O i want an animal be named after me! well not really. but sure, i wouldn't mind so much.

and and and look!

he's just adorable.
he's the kind i wanna take home and meet my parents.
i mean, can you imagine such a face do anything diabolical? cos i can't. :D


meh, tomorrow is gonna be a long day.
i'm gonna head off to bed now cos i am sleepy shits.

bake bake bake.

little miss bond.

Highlight of my day was :

wooh i just finished watching Djokovic play against Soderling. and i think its needless for me to say that Djokovic won :)) his gilfriend was there as well. one babe she is, damn.

6 - 4
1 - 6
6 - 3



ah he's so good-looking. he's dubbed as one of the best athletes to take a picture of.

okay, the first set was okay, he did incredibly well. then second set, Djokovic LITERALLY let Soderling win. You see the score, 1 - 6 ! And Soderling just got all bangga, please lah.
and then and then, the third and final set, Djokovic beat the shits outta him. (:

he did a little victory prance in the end, awww. (:
and his energy drink was purple!

"The dream is to win Wimbledon. That's the biggest major of them all, the one with the most tradition. You get a special feeling there. If I won, I don't know what I'd do. I'd probably take off all my clothes."
words from the man himself, Novak Djokovic.

and now i can go to sleep with a huge smile on my face.
goo night, Djokovic.
congrats on your victory, and now you're in the semi-finals!
:D :D :D

appealing little shit.

i hope i'm correct to stay home and assume i don't have any exams today.





mmm teddy geiger.

i don't know, since i watched "The Rocker", i just fell for Teddy Geiger. He's so ...oh, his eyes. I'd love to hear him say
"cause i could fall asleep in those eyes like a water bed."
woooohh. i mean, I could fall asleep in HIS eyes.
okay, i should stop.


so my sister is in form 2 but she's got this prom night going on this saturday. their theme is supposedly "traditional" and she doesn't wanna wear any of that traditional stuff so she wants a dress. which was hilarious when she first mentioned it, cos she's a tom-boy. she's not girly. she hates skirts and dresses. she hates lipgloss. she hates hair products.

but ah yes, she's getting girly-er lately.
"can i borrow your shirt?"
"can i borrow your headband?"
"can i use your make-up?"
"can you curl my hair?"

it's kinda cute at first but now it's just annoying. but okay, whatever. her "development" is, i think, a good thing. on the other hand, i wish my brother would just grow up. i wanna take him out when i get a job one day and yeah, just spoil the shit out of him. :D

i've been thinking about the future lately, it's so... far ahead. haha i can't really imagine myself moving forward or being married and have kids. all i see is me in my 20s, with a steady job & a steady boyfriend, in a club (if there ever will be one in Brunei) where they sing the YMCA song by the Village People. I got my own car, go to the movies with my siblings. Treat them to some DQ goodies. Get my mum a pair of shoes and my dad a new pendrive. Have brunch with my friends in KB every now and then.
That's as far as i can imagine.
and i kinda like it. (:

go where the wind takes you, i guess.

go & get shiny.

so yes, i went to school today for my commerce exam. i thought it started at 2pm. a friend texted and said it was at 8am. i found this text at 7am cos that's the time i woke up today. :O
thankfully, i made it on time. it was amazing, i watched myself in fast-motion. kind of. not really.

Megan's planning to pick me up this Friday so we can go KB but there's this rehearsal thing for this dinner event. hmm i don;t think my presence is needed yet so... yeah i think i'll accept her offer. :)

i'm hungry.

i just haven't met you yet.

my favourite hollywood couple at the mo' is
Jay-z And Mrs. Jay-z, Beyonce!

and i think she has the best live performances everrrr.

" I wrap you all around my thoughts
boy you my temporary high "

"i got gloss on my lips, a man on my hips
got me tighter in my Dereon jeans
acting up, drink in my cup
i cant care less what you think"

she's so wise. :)

whee chemistry sucked.
i kind of studied last night at 1-ish to 2-ish am. but before that i was chatting. i found out some dude was stealing my pictures off facebook and tells people i allowed him to do so. tsk tsk what a shame.
liar liar pants on fire.

tomorrow, commerce.
i envy you people who have your exams done and over with. :(

rah, my uncle wants to make this dinner thing for my family (as in, WHOLE family) and i've gotta be some sorta mc for it. D: and like, what do i wear?

i want a new mouse.
like, a computer mouse. not...a live one.


CHEESE!

next thing you know...

WOOOOOOHHHHH.

it's been a while, eh eh?

okay, so exams are still going on. i used to call it the big O's but then i re-thought and yeah, some people might misconstrue it as orgasm. but no, i am referring to the O level exams. (:

so i had physics today, i think i sucked at it. the practical was even worse, i didn't know shits for the wires. i didn't know how to arrange it in parallel or series, whatever. :(

tomorrow i've got chemistry. hah, i am definitely gonna study cos i just slacked for bio & physics.

so have i done these couple of weeks?

i went to the Okinawa japanese dance thingy. MAN, at first it was hard to find seats. then the dances were like, shit boring for the first half. then they had a break and everyone left! but some stayed, me included. then the dances got better and funner. :D

that's us, "dancing".

tsk, bad angle.



and yesterday!
i went out with my mom and her sisters. they wanted to go shop for these home things, im not sure what they're called, but whatever. but i had a different intention. i want new shoes for prom. so yeah we went to charles and keith and whee the chicks there were sooo nice! they helped me out. this chick was like "you having prom kah?"
and i said yes. she got all hyper and suggested stuff.
and she gave me a discount! i love her. :)
i shudda asked her name.

oh, and i've been going to KB to go visit my grandpa in the hospital.
he's been in the hospital for like over two weeks now. :/
RAH i don't know ehhhh.


let's end in a lighter note.
my pet hamster, wasabi, of about three weeks, has peacefully died. well, im not sure if she died peacefully but yeah. :/ i don't even have a picture of her!

with love,
Louisa.